Infinite

So it was today, finally. I'd never want another of such nerve-wrecking moment again. Not until 2 years later. But I thank God throughout this whole O'lvl journey. If it wasn't for him, I'd have just died down halfway through. Thank God for big sisters in my life too, namely Charis and Joanc and alot alot alot more :) Your encouraging messages before each paper really spurred me on!

Had breakfast at Singpost with the girls before heading to schl. I could feel tension once in schl. The canteen auntie said our batch did well. And they're gna have an off day this wed. Oh and I wore a cross necklace to school today, really wanted toremind myself to praise god in all circumstances. Anyway thanks Siewting for the cross necklace from korea (I have 3 cross necklace now hehe) and lotsa tibits! She had fun in korea :)

Entered grand audi not knowing what to feel. Principal started talking abt our schl's general results. It was alot better than last year, had twice the amt of people going up on stage. Was happy for Persis!!!! She was up on stage :)

I glanced at Mr Ang, and he doesn't want to hint me with his expressionless face. Oh well, waited for my results slip not-so-patiently. And then Karen started crying. Even before she got her results. I was just overwhelmed. Went over to give her a hug and assured her that everything would be fine. I remembered when I got my results slip, my hands were trembling. Even Joeyo had to help me open the seal. Hahaha!

Anyway I've got 10 raw for r5. After minusing would be 6. Kinda mixed feelings. But then I realised I got what I wanted! Just like in my dream. Immediately in my mind I went PTL. I got a2 for ehist + ss! How did I do it?!?!?!?!!!! I wrote off for my ehist essay. Plus I never ever wanted to count on that for my r5. Guess God really does wonders :) Secured my usual a1s too, Amath Emath Geog. Really happy. And another unexpected a1! Chem!!!!!!!!!!

My heart leaped. I thought I read wrongly. How can it be?! Chem A1?!?!?! Haha but it really was. I was so so so so happy! I went over and gave Mrs Kee a tight hug. She was so happy for me! I told her "MRS KEE I GOT A1 FOR CHEM THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU" And she was like "I KNOW I KNOW I SAW!!!!!!" Up till now I'm still super happy. Just when I thought my chem was a goner (since I got d7 for prelims), God worked another miracle. I remember stressing out myself with lots of chem papers. And thanks to my chem tutors as well, mich jway weining etc.

I saw that I passed hcl too, I went over to find Ji Laoshi and hugged her. Aww I'm just glad I finally passed her subject :) I remembered screaming together with Renia when I saw she got b3. SUPER PROUD OF HER!!!

Anyway I really love my girls namely Siewting Sam Kele Renia Sandy Karen regardless of their results. Because I know that they did their best. Grades isn't everything sometimes. I just hope they'll like the next schl they're going to. I like how geninue they are. When they want to cry, they really cry. No facade. And they're happy for one another despite their own circumstances. And cheer up to any of you girls who are disappointed, we're all here :)

Had pasta mania and yami yougurt after results! Thanks siewting for the treat since she got the best among us :) REALLY PROUD OF YOU!!!

And to my dearest church mates + pwn + tsh + rwl, proud of you too! :) Your results might not be the best to the world, but its the best in my eyes.