I will be back. Can't wait to spend a white christmas over at Sweden. I will miss all you homies over here. Enjoy christmas alright, love xoxo. God's the reason for this season!

PS: I love buying and giving out gifts!
PPS: Just cut Dad's birthday cake because sadly I won't be able to celebrate with him this year again. Last year he was away at Shenzhen. He gave me two big slices because I'm leaving tonight and I wouldn't be able to eat the cake next morning. Yay to chocolate birthday cakes :) Happy birthday Daddy!

AND MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!

I had an encounter yesterday, I don't know what words to use to describe it. But yeah an hour of lying on my bed hiding underneath my bedsheets and thanking God that I'm fine and everything is back to normal. So then I was alone at White Sands getting papers for christmas cards, fear creeped into me again and I felt teary in my eyes. I'm just glad its all over.

TWO MORE DAYS BEFORE I FLY!!!!! Am getting quite excited over the trip now. I've this huge luggage but I don't really want to use it because its really really that big. Wanted to use the smaller one but ITS TOO SMALL! Even Jazreel was laughing about it! I sneak-peeked at Jeanette's luggage and was so amazed by the way she packed her stuffs. So I followed suit and rolled all my clothes! Feels so accomplished at my half packed luggage now. I've lotsa empty space though because I already have a huge luggage yet I'm still rolling my clothes.

Had fhm chalet and we baked the world best brownie before that!!!!!!!!!!!

 

 Eating it all by myself!

And I miss Mrs Kee so so so much! My amazing teacher who saw me through my D7 to A1 chemistry result for O's, I remembered that moment vividly :)

And then I met up with the girls for a mini afternoon picnic!

 

Haven't met up the rest of the girls yet because schedules keep clashing and I really miss them all alot :( Anyway these few days I was so lazy to choose music to play in my playlist that I decided to just listen to radio913 because 987 plays techno songs sometimes which I don't fancy. Then some were like you still listen to the radio?!?!?!!! YES I DO HAHA 

 Post Mission Trip Celebration though I didn't go for mission trip instead but I am so blessed by their stories when they came back!!! So proud that they did God's work and will there. So happy that they too were blessed and empowered from the trip. And look at the pretty christmas cake that Joel's mum baked for us! IT TASTED AWESOME!!!!!!!! And omg I'm looking forward to christmas right now.

The other day where we cooked our own dinner, I love cooking together as a group! Hate the oil splattering part though, will always give this job to the guys.

We were like "WIND TUNNEL!!!" From New Girl, which they influenced me to watch.

And I went shopping + blic with Mich too yay :) Haven't upload the photos yet, soon babe! I found a mini corkboard so I put it to good use and pin/hang up my friendship bands and necklace. I love friendship bands, those brown plaits kind, leather, beads, knots, anything.

Omg and you know what, I opened the fridge yesterday and found a rich chocolate cake inside! Time to eat some cake now yum yum!

I kinda miss netball very much. Holding onto the ball, stepping into the center circle, running and making dodges, miss the sport alot. As well as the team! Sat down in our school's newly built indoor sports hall and talked about our coach, juniors, how jc stole our happiness. We all haven't changed much! Just that Eelin is slightly less bimbo now, which is kind of sad because I love her bimbo-ness!

 

Not the full team, but yay Netball chungcheng :') 

 

And my dearest seniors!!!

Left school and squeezed 13 people into Celine's car like how we used to. I remember we always used to do that when we're going for competitions, unlike the other teams who got chartered buses. Then shocking passer-byes when we came down from the car one by one.

Headed to cell right after. Had a real meaningful time of reflecting  2011. The good and the bad. Victories and failures. Well its been a fairly fast year for me. And I really love reflecting. Makes me think alot! Mel asked us to sum up the year into 3 words. For me it was blessing, surrendering and enduring. Really sad me and Jazreel are gonna miss our cell's thanksgiving and christmas week :( Can't wait for upcoming sweden which is in a week though!!!!! Shall send a whatsapp message to god, please snow.

Oh yeah floorball trainings are doing good for me. Its tough, but learning alot from it. Been having a couple of friendly matches. Shall not delve into the details but very much enriching. I just find it so hard to be good at floorball now, I needa have more confidence in myself.

I've got so much things on my mind to complete. I needa get myself a new pair of denim shorts, shop for christmas presents, write some cards, catch up on studies, make a trip down to Mount Zion and look at books, find a new bb cover.

It was raining in the morning today so we couldn't run on the track for pt. Instead we climbed stairs. Did 28 flights up and down mj, and now my thighs are aching. Would still prefer to run on track, its much easier for me. I miss Jazreel please come back soon!!! One more day I can't wait for my whole cell to be back I wna hear stories from them :)

I baked cupcakes yesterday, with two lovely girls ash and ven. Pretty chocolate cupcakes with white choc as icing! I love to bake, especially the moment the nice smell coming out from the oven AND YOU KNOW ITS A SUCCESS! When I'm a mother, I'd take up baking classes and bake often for my kids.

I'm typing whatever that comes to my mind. I'd love to paint a skyscrapper on room  wall, if I'm given the chance. And stick some glow-in-the-dark stars on my ceilings. Parents are watching xfactor now, feel like going out to watch too. But maybe not I'm on my roller chair, wna roll to my bed soon.