Is this the right choice?

I gave up the chance of being a counsellor.

So only Siewting and Jayne went for the interview, without me :D
Cos' well, I thought that being a counsellor for me doesn't suits me at all.
I have to pull my socks higher -.-
Which I don't mind
And can't say vulgarities that much anymore. Like uh? How to survive?
But yes. Counsellor can be fun.
Have camps and all such fun activites etc.
But after much thought, I didn't went for the interview. Cos when you're a counsellor, you will have lesser time with your friends. During recess, you have to like do your duty -.-
Forget it. The interview is already over.
Siewting and Jayne said it was pretty difficult.